artist statements

STATEMENT ON 'BARE BONES' SERIES, 2023/2024

 

Shown at Benjamin Rhodes in "Summer Readings", 2024

 

The solo exhibition “Moment Fields” at Benjamin Rhodes 2023, clarified for me a growing interest in the relationship between events mapped out, in real time, on the bare, vulnerable surface of cotton duck, and the awareness of the need to make reference to intimations of ‘that which lies beneath’. Consciousness inevitably gathers together the now and the then. The word ‘veiled’ began to echo as a metaphor for both explicit and implicit obscuration, the hiding and revealing (both conscious and unconscious,) of layers of awareness and understanding. The need was to find ways of exploring how our perception is often clouded, veiled, obscured by what we think we see on the surface, which can often prevent us seeing what is in reality before us.

 

I became interested in finding ways to move from the surface ‘skin’ of the canvas, through and into an internal space, as though peeling back the layers of the onion to reveal the life beneath the surface. The materials, process and structural shifts are driven by content-hence the multiple layers, the use of see-through muslin, the revealing of the usually hidden stretcher bars, along with the just visible words and markings below.

 

In addition to these ‘layers beneath’, more layers have been appearing above, in the form of a build-up of collaged elements, like snatches of experiential awareness or discrete inter-linked moments. The aim is to focus our attention on the opposition between surface/beneath, above/below, external/internal; contrasting the physicality and tactility of the surface with the slippery and ephemeral glimpses below.

 

Through these material and structural shifts, I am seeking to make the invisible visible, to find ways of mapping the layers and disruptions inherent in our often unclear, constantly changing, relationship with reality.

 

Tricia Gillman

June 2024

STATEMENT FOR JOHN MOORES PRIZE 2020

 

 

MOMENTS 1: MINDS EYE, is one of a series of works, aiming to locate, document and process awareness ofbeing concoious.

As the works evolve, they construct and deconstruct themselves, mirroring the emergence and disolving ofthoughts, feelings and sensations as they unfold within the container of the medium.

 

drawing is like breathing, sensing directly, and evolving the work on raw canvas, feels like the way a tablecloth, asheet, or a wall collects stains, or the skin we live in rides its years. Materials chosen, are 'of the earth', (charcoal, graphite, pastel) somehow elemental, like dust, pollen or sediment. 

 

Things seen, everyday oddments, notes to oneself, collision, anxiety, emptiness, clarity, this is the bric-a-brac accumulation of mind-time and body listening.

 

Accretions of response and adjustment: thoughts and felt sense surrenderto the moment, bearing witness to the continuum of the 'now' and the lure of the half-formed, latent state. Touch, layering, erasure, become material embodiments for experience, accumulating the real-time spaces of presence. 

 

A residual language, an eroded surface and place emerge, mapping the imprint of being here, awareness, steadfastness, vulnability: and indexical notation for life's touch.

 

The slow and generous act of looking negotiates this intimacy of consciousness. 

 

A.P.T GALLERY 

 

CREEKSIDE OPEN 2015

Selected by Lisa Milroy 

 

TIME BEING-INSIDE OUT.

 

Markings on the wall. A time map. Rudimentary signs or notations for quite simply being here, now. A desire to register unadorned, primary experiences of time. It seems necessary to jettison all references outside the mark itself. A cave-man act, moment by moment, scratching, touching, moving; feeling ones way across a surface. No skills left, only smudging, scribbling, rhythms, layers, erasures. Along the way, the materials and sensations of making collide with verbal thinking and so words find their way into this being here dance. It becomes necessary to note down in real time, each thought and sensation awareness, thereby allowing access to all kinds of time and space.

 

A fundamental concern is to find a structure and process, conceptually and practically, which signals the commitment to this open-ended, episodic time, something that contains but does not bully the growth of a language which embraces both the notional and the direct, which structurally encourages and contains an unfolding of moment by moment thoughts, perceptions, questions and doubts. 

 

The chosen materials and processes of making are rudimentary, often look provisional and need to allow for the development of the work out of a piecemeal, non-hierarchical attitude to decision making. Bits and pieces, studio debris, notes ones written to oneself; the direct transference of real, haphazard everyday things into this evolving, open-ended place/light.  

The work needs to be a rumination, a slow growing deliberation on the value of small but focused moments. The particularity of how something is made, however basic, needs to concentrate attention on this bit now. Is this something or nothing? Each mark needs to have the now focus of a fly crawling across a window pane…and yet to question the possibilities, (or not,) of being able to make connections between systems and meaning, to encounter the dilemmas of signs of something, (or nothing,) through just being and looking, in real time.

 

Tricia Gillman 2015

 

Statement on Drawings 2013-5.

Series; Sea Change, Merge, Echo, Time Being.

 

In 2013, I made some fundamental decisions about what I wanted to be involved with in my work and these drawings represent a fundamental change in attitude. After many years of engrossment with the challenges, delights and skills of what I would call picture-making, my priorities shifted towards a desire to register, unadorned, primary experiences of time.  A kind of starting again. 

 

Markings on the wall. A time map. Rudimentary signs or notations for, quite simply, just being here, “now”. It was necessary to jettison all references outside the mark itself.  Smudges, touches, scribbles and rubbing lead to movement and rhythms, emphases and syncopations and this lead to layers and obliterations, repetitions and erasures. Along the way, sensation and thinking collided and verbal thoughts found their way into this “being-here” dance. Words access memory and so evidence of all kinds of other time, space and place enter the mix.

 

The guiding constructs as the activity inevitably gains complexity, are, that the space and light that accrues are primarily time and process driven, (not bound by aesthetic decision making,) and that no one thing, (incident or accumulation of marks,) is more important than another. My intention is that the mark-making does not reflect self or particularly personal expression but in fact hopes to be in a “no-self” place, more of energy or movement; of time; like waves rolling in over sand or leaves moving in the breeze. The aim being to arrive at a sense of time, which can encompass the myriad quirks and niggles of experience while holding all of this within itself, a “now” time balancing act.

 

“Sea-Change” series deals with accumulation of rhythmic movements of a fine line and the interruptions of erasures, building up a now-time place which from a distance is simply a glimmering light but which requires one to move towards it and along it, becoming at close range, quite busy and intimate. The graphite/charcoal “Merge”  series deals with the barely discernible; with coaxing something gently out of an amorphous mass, grey clouds from a distance, yet  from closer, allowing the emergence and fading of mirage/memory experience. All these drawings, structured by a horizontal, narrative format, require one to journey to and fro, backwards and forwards, to engage with and read rhythms in real time.

 The “Time Being” series moves to a human scaled, portrait format and by doing so, changes this journey and the kind of time encapsulated. The vertical format does not demand movement from the viewer but allows one to stand still and engage with the experience of just being here. This highlights the all-important relationship with materials, surfaces and making processes and embodies the desire for a complete focus on what is actually here, now.

 

A fundamental concern is to find a structure and process, conceptually and practically, which signals the commitment to this open-ended, episodic time, something that contains but does not bully the growth of a language which embraces both the notional and the direct, which structurally encourages and contains an unfolding of moment by moment thoughts, perceptions, questions and doubts.

 

The chosen materials and processes of making are rudimentary, often look provisional and need to allow for the development of the work out of a piecemeal, non-hierarchical attitude to decision making. Bits and pieces, studio debris, notes one's written to oneself; the direct transference of real, haphazard everyday things into this evolving, open-ended place/light. 

The work needs to be a rumination, a slow growing deliberation on the value of small but focused moments. The particularity of how something is made, however basic, needs to concentrate attention on this bit now. Is this something or nothing? Each mark needs to have the now focus of a fly crawling across a window pane…and yet to question the possibilities, (or not,) of being able to make connections between systems and meaning, to encounter the dilemmas of signs of something, (or nothing,) through just being and looking, in real time.

 

Tricia Gillman

April 2015

Work Statement, May 2012

 

I want a painting to be a place to roam, where experience is layered, like thinking and looking on a walk. The immediacy of particular experience breaks through, triggering a vivid mix-up of time, thoughts, images and sensations. My work aims is to engender this fertile land where the observed, the imagined, the concrete, the ephemeral, can all mingle but remain discrete.

 

I look a lot at growing things. Seedpods, bits of bark, fruits and flowers, seasonal changes of particular plants-from bud to dry leaf. I notice and enjoy the residual phenomena of chance and time. I’m interested in a relationship between the accidental and the intentional and like to juxtapose the “real”, the incidental and the ornamental.

 

The conventions of still life are never far away; with its crucial placing and relationships between things, on a table, imbued with a sense of the inherent metaphorical “stage” for life. I work with visual and psychological relationships that build among images and between linguistic elements. I use the rectangle as the container for a balancing act, a psychodrama that plays out tensions between equilibrium and precariousness, or orchestrates a love song or a dance. I like the sense of laying out your cards; be they images, decorative motifs, or elemental pictorial building bricks such as squares, triangles or rudimentary marks. Part of the challenge is to maintain the separate and valued autonomy of each mode of reference. I like to try to persuade these disparate linguistic parts and passages to speak to each other, to cross territories of behaviour, and co-habit in a new place, where transference, physical sensation and feeling, take precedence over fixity of meaning or reference.

 

This mixture-place is one that has flexibility and gives room to offer up a variety of thinking and experience, accessing a psychology of displacement and transformation, ranging from the hesitant and ephemeral, through to the concrete and fulsomely sensual.

 

This desire for an elastic vocabulary of reference has necessitated an eclectic, and mutable relationship with images and materials. The quest is for a grammar of sensations that accumulates like a map, additive, symbolic, and indexical of touch, feeling and time.

 

Tricia Gillman

2012

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